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01 December 2025 @ 09:07 pm
Wicked world of ~Angelica~

First things first: I am mentally unstable. I have 7 personalities 2 of which i have difficulties controlling. Meet Angelica and Majiru.
Majiru is a playboy, and he's careless. Angel is just an evil bitch... buahahahahaaaaaa.....

Name: Laila, Helena, Greed, Angelica, Mariah, Katy, Majiru...
Career: sing and dance in front of mirror.. but honestly - I am studying Japanese

Birth date: November 12
Sign: Scorpio

Blood type: B
Hobby: stalking.... also singing, writing, day dreaming, hangin' out with my friends

I am obsessed with Mana-sama and cotton candy

Speciality: stalking...
Eyesight: fuck! i'm almost blind... T.T
Favourite drinks: orange juice, red wine
Attractive type: misterious people

I loooo~ve skinship

Location: middle of nowhere... >.> but is really Latvia.

I love my country no matter how fucked up it is
Favourite color: as black as it can get.. with hints of pink and electro orange, and red, of course.

Favourite food:</strong> noodles
Orientation: buahahahahaaaaaaaaaa XD
Health: really bad
I try to live crazy, so one day I could look back and say: "OMFG! What was I thinking?!?!?"
Love: Moi dix Mois, Malice Mizer, Haruki Murakami, boys, girls, singing, YAOI, manga, Japanese, Latvia, sleep, darkness, The Gazette, My Chemical Romance, SHINee, wolves, fire and freedom...
Yes, I am not normal. -_-''

Favourite pairings: ManaxGackt, JongKey

I love meh yaoi... kekeke

I also forgot to mention vampires, blood, horror movies, classical music, Yefhebek, day-dreaming and absolute weirdness and schizophrenia.

Current Location: Yefhebek
Current Music: Moi dix Mois - Immortal Madness
10 November 2012 @ 08:28 pm

So i pretty much forgot about this place.... hahaha

Anyway..... if anyone still remembers my fic "Asylum", which i wrote forever ago, lol, you might like this.

After visiting Seoul, and walking around there, I came across this interesting place...... An old European style building, at a park-like place, and a school nearby..... very interesting. When I saw it, it immediately reminded me of my fic..... haha..... here it is.


I am so used to Korea now..... can't even imagine going home.... I must come back again! ^^ Or i will die without my asian people. :D

Also, having visited these places in Korea, I feel like I might be able to write better fics.... in terms of describing the surrounding, cause I know how everything looks like, especially Daegu. :)

Oh< i love this place so much.... kisses to all of you! :*


Current Mood: busybusy
14 April 2012 @ 10:43 pm

So today i went to the Cherry Blossom festival at Yeongnam University.
And i thought my university campus was big. Wow. WOW. We walked around for EVER! We walked around places where Chris hadn’t even been. And he’s a student there for years! I mean, it was pretty big. Lets just say that.
And it was so beautiful. Sakuras everywhere, i mean EVERYWHERE. I can not express all these feels! Amazing. It was beautiful. I really love Korea.

There were different events going on, lots of street food, cotton candy, balloons, i also saw many families and little children, and people doing picnic under the cherry blossoms. Just wonderful.

These dudes were pretty fun, it was a-Capella, very good, i enjoyed it. There were more performances by students, but i took a picture only of these guys. :)
Also notice the wonderfully beautiful sakura trees in the background. Yeongnam campus is really pretty in spring.

Of course, Sakura. It’s so wonderful. I am so glad i came to this festival.

And here’s me! There’s still a bit of pink in my hair. ^^ Cherry trees all around me, I’m wearing my cute panda hoodie, and i was dying of heat. Omo, it was so hot today. Sunny and nice, but still hot.
After a lovely walk through love road we went to get some nice, cold coffee.
And, i really wanna go on a picnic now! ^^ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

two more pictures hereCollapse )

Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
17 March 2012 @ 11:09 pm


umm.... i have disappered, ne?
hihi, anyway... if anyone's interested: every once in a while i write a blog entry about what i do in Korea... i haven't done/written much yet, but i hope to update frequently...

So, if anyone's interested i am posting these entries on my tumblr.. :D here's a direct link to all of those posts: click here!
But feel free to check out all of my extremely biased blog. hahaha... umm... yeah.

and, maybe you'd prefer me posting them here too? hmm.... let me know, okay?

i mean, if anyone's interested... umm... yeah... *awkward* :D

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17 March 2012 @ 10:55 pm

How are you celebrating St. Patrick’s Day?
i'm not.



Wow, it sure has been a long time, hasn't it? My muse is kinda dead, so I've stopped writing. But i hope that the change of scenery will help me be inspired again. Although, I still don't have a computer, wonder on what I'll write there. :D

Yes. I am going to Korea for a year. I hope it will be fun and educating. And that i'll get to meet a lot of people. And not get lost. XD I hope it can be a new start for me as I am completely fed up with this, the people here, the people that should be here but are not, the depressive aura of everything. It's very annoying.

Preparations are tiring. I still don't have a visa, but, well, i have a plain ticket. ^^ I don't know what to take with me, what i'd need. I don't know any Korean. But i am optimistic, i hope it all goes well.
I am just so excited about all of it, i had to write this out. I wonder if I should make a goodbye party. :D Don't think anyone would come. Haha.

I was also thinking, If i get a computer pretty soon, and a camera, I'd really like to make a blog about how i'm doing there. I mean, it'd be a whole new place for me, i'd see things i've never seen before, it would be pretty interesting. And even for myself, it'd be like
a travel journal or something. Would anyone be interested in a blog like that?
I am leaving on the 21st of february.
Wish me luck!

Current Mood: excitedexcited
25 September 2011 @ 12:50 pm
I just noticed this:

The funny thing is that I've been using this exact brand of BB cream for.. ever. I don't know. A long time. Waaaaay before I even started listening to kpop. Hmm... I don't know why, it was just amusing to me. :D

The cream is actually quite good, I'd recommend it. :)


Current Location: bed
Current Mood: sicksick
13 August 2011 @ 11:31 pm

I love my pink hair! ^_______^
I'm getting a little better. Am finally home. My best friend will fly over for a week, I can't wait to see him.
Cosplay event in Lithuania is coming up soon, I'm really looking forward to it.

Hmm.... maybe I should start going out more? Summer is almost over though, I should revise my Japanese before going back to school. :)

Hope everyone is doing well.


06 August 2011 @ 04:27 pm
What other foreign languages do you know? Which one(s) do you want to learn?


want to learn Finnish, Spanish and Korean maybe.
03 August 2011 @ 01:35 am
I'm just gonna rant here a little. Let's imagine that LJ is my punching bag.
Ugh! I just can't take this shit anymore. I know that many people are doing way worse than I am, but I just... ugh. I don't even remember how it is to feel well anymore. Everything hurts. My back hurts, my shoulders, my stomach, my neck, my head, my lower belly, my arms, my knees, even my breasts and I just don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I'll soon just get addicted to painkillers... I have always hated taking medicine, and i try to do it as little as possible, i don't like chemicals... ugh!
I've been a healthy kid in general, whenever i was sick I was sick seriously. I never had a flu, or just some fever or anything of the kind. I didn't miss a single day of school last year because the shit that i get sick with is always different..
This pain is killing me...
And my stomach, currently the biggest problem (well, probably - as far as i now, but there might be some shit i don't even know about), i can't eat anything that i enjoy... all i can eat is some tasteless food (apart from chocolate, because that doesn't cause me harm). I live on tasteless rice, tasteless noodles, potatoes, tasteless salad (and yes, i know that some people out there are even more unfortunate and have no food to eat, and here i complain about the taste of mine)... whenever i eat something a tiny bit spicy my stomach hurts as fuck, whenever i drink coke my whole insides hurt as fuck. And this is causing me to lose weight (i am already underweight) and that makes me even sicker.  And i just want to get over with all of this. However, whenever I get better something else starts to hurt. Ugh!
And now I have a high fever, but I have to be up and running tomorrow because I have to see my friend off, she's leaving Latvia and I will probably never see her again, i mean, what are the odds of me actually going to Korea?
And add my anxiety disorder to all of this - makes it all worse than it actually is. I might be freaking out over nothing. I don't know.
Also because of  all of this I haven't written anything, and this fact just makes me sad. And most of my friends are leaving this country to go study abroad, i know it's selfish of me but i'm starting to feel really alone. I see my best friend only twice a year at best!
And sometimes I feel like I have no future... hehe... However, one slightly enjoyable thing happened -i dyed my hair pink! And it's so super vibrant and bright that in sunlight my eyes hurt a little to look at it! XD Will upload a picture once i get home, though then it will be slightly washed off already.
I do apologize for my super depressive rant, feel free to ignore this.
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - Hang 'em High